I have always been fascinated with the idea of rites of passage in contemporary America. I created the character of Sam Kim out of the idea of what kind of knowledge I could impart to a boy who was on the road to manhood. I realized that if I had the opportunity to teach a child, I wouldn't do any better than the completely dysfunctional and misguided Sam Kim.
The central struggle between Ernest and his mother Ahma revolving around a story Ernest has written came from wanting to show how not only is it a burgeoning manhood that threatens the relationship between child and parent, but the idea of a child truly expressing oneself. The reality of Ernest becoming a full person separate from his mother is the most threatening aspect of their struggle. Ultimately, both his mother and he just want to be loved but neither is equipped to give it.
My goal in the direction was to maintain a sense of intimacy while giving the story an epic quality. I look to films like “400 Blows” or “My Life As A Dog” as models for this tone. This perspective mirrors the way life feels at thirteen – everything is mythic in its proportions.
Though this is an “Asian American” film, I think what was always most important to me was the idea that the narrative had to be solid in its craft. I have seen too many "ethnic” films that become didactic or forsake story for politics (or worse the story is the politics!). “The Motel” strives for a similar aesthetic and balance as films like “Star Maps” and “Smoke Signals.” Though the film is unapologetically culturally specific, it is only as successful as it is rooted in showing complex characters and telling a complete story.
Most important to me in making this film is to maintain the sense of humor of the story. I have always found humor the most effective way to get a point across. In “The Motel,” the delicate balance in the crafting of the comedy comes from having the humor directly connected to the humanity and vulnerability of the characters. Hopefully, by using comedy, I can gently push the audience to uncomfortable areas they had not anticipated and discover things about themselves.
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